You can be surrounded with people, and yet you can be so lonely.
Loneliness tastes bitter the most, when it catches you unexpected, hits from the side you would never believe it could come.
Loneliness is the worst, when it comes with disappointment, sorrow and regret.

And it's hard to fight this state, when there is nowhere to escape. Life is not a movie, where you can pack a bag, leave everything behind and run away. And then, if that imaginary possibility wasn't enough, you find a happy ending to your fake story.

Life is different - it's all for real here and risks are much higher. So you have to stick to your job, because it allows you to live on your own. You have to stick to your town, your responsibilities, your everydayness. A lonely one.