I failed. Again. And it won't help that some very important people were very impressed with my performance. And it won't make me feel better to know that it was just between me and one other person. This one other person was a tiny bit better, more suitable...
It hurts to hear that maybe I wouldn't be challenged enough in the new place... I am dying from boredom already, any change would make me flourish! I don't care if the manager of my not-to-be manager thinks that my English is excellent.
I am not there.
It's the day of feeling miserable, definitely. I got myself a healthy fruit-and-nut-and-chocolate bar. And I received a couple of messages from my friend, which made me feel a bit better.
Hopefully my true destiny (and destination) is still awaiting me. And hopefully it'is quite close...
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