It's Sunday morning and I feel ashmed writing this post and seeing that the last time I wrote something here was about a week ago... I am so busy lately! And it's not that kind of being busy in a positive way, like finally doing things you didn't have time for, or preparing something exciting... In my life, it's random: too much work, too many responsibilities, and still I feel guilty, because I think I should do better.
Well, I am just a human and next week I will have make choices to avoid feeling tired and sleepy all the time. I have to go through my study readings before the tutorial next Saturday, so this will be my priority. I also don't want to resign from the gym, because the classes make me feel good physically and psychically. And if I need to work longer - I probably will, because simply I need a bit of extra money... So I will probably give up on cooking again for a while. And the flat maybe could clean itself from time to time? ;)
2 comments:
I think we could start our own wee-club. . . if only we had time.
I wake every morning excited for all the possibilities of things I 'get to do' for the day. . . as night approaches, I realize I lost the 'get to do' for all the 'have to dos' and it's most disheartening.
My mother said to me, when she was in her mid-40's - that now that she has the time, she hasn't the imagination.
Somehow a person has to figure out how to make the 'get to dos' have as much importance and priorities as the 'have to dos.'
Or maybe we need to make the 'have to dos' our 'get to dos' - hmmmmm. . . .
I agree - when I wake up, I have so many plans and energy, and then it gradually falls... and after work I feel like just going home and that's it...
I hope that the springtime will make me feel better, the sunlight absolutely makes me burst with energy.
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