Well yes. Haven't written here for a long while. Life goes forward with a fast pace as usual, and me - I am holding on to the thoughts about my well-deserved break. But it's still far away...
For the last few days I've been trying even harder to find a new job. I rewrote my covering letter, reviewed my cv (again) and registered in some more recruitment websites.
I feel powerless in my current situation, and my motivation falls down like a huge waterfall. The good thing is that I don't get stressed so much over the work related stuff, as it was before. I just cannot be bothered. Obviously, I am still a decent employee. But, hopefully, not for long.
Changes scare me, and I see huge ones coming pretty soon. Change of place, change of people, change of everyday responsibilities... Nothing stable to hold on to, maybe except from the denim sofa that we take with us wherever we go :)
I hope I will gain enough energy before the process begins. So that I could enjoy it, becuase really, I get bored quickly, so I must like changes somehow in the end...